Too Far Gone

I think it's suffice to say you are stuck in a rut when you are afraid of the responsibilities that come with a situation, a person, a relationship, a thing, a commitment. What is it good for? How does it make you feel? Does it change you? Do you need it? What should I do? What are the choices?

I guess that's why for as long as I can remember I've always claimed that I hate change. It always brings about something that you least bargained for. And whatever it brings with it, it never fails to knock you off your ass - your high horse.